another haiku for someone that did not deserve it
when the loverboy in me comes out, why do i always get embarrassed?
the nine inch nails and johnny cash both start out singing, βi hurt myself todayβ. and i guess i start this blog today with that same sentiment.
this one will be short and sweet. but first, some context.
over these last few weeks, iβve lost my fucking mind. i gave in to every drop of desire and ounce of lust for someoneβ¦ and itβs been fun. but itβs also been a neverending litany of anxiety. i sleep with someone, the connection is electrifying - and somehow, despite knowing better, my heart and my mind have to conflate the titillation and lust with genuine attractionβ¦ andβ¦ dare i say? even love? it canβt be.
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